A question on the menu: Hurtful Love

6 months back on today, I found myself walking on a street with nicely decorated christmas look amass the ongoing crowd and cars. Somehow I notice a strikishly pink hardwooden signboard which caught my attention.

Neuchâtel Christmas Street Decoration

Unconsciously, my body was pulled into the cafe by my feel feeling that something wonderful is going to happen. I chose a sit nearby a hanging lamp, where it's medium lit enough to recognize faces and still maintain some of the mysteriousness, to the point you can feel anyone you see at that
moment would turn out to be very very attractive. The waiter, in a built which resembles the type of guy I would like to have approached me with the cafe's menu. At the moment he pass me the menu from his grasp, the accidental light touch of warmth from his hand was felt which gives me a sensation of tingling and heat, almost similar to the feeling of being turned on when a very very attractive person touches me. I smiled, and naughtily glance through the menu, purposely delay time to let the waiter wait, such as the feeling of being a pampered princess with a waiting handsome butler. Skimming through the menu, i saw a dish
with the name of "heartbroken hearts" which makes be remembered about my sad past of a breakup.  

It pains to me right into my heart as i feel the stabbing emotion of loss and fear of loss of the one i once hold so dear.

Olympus Touch Skin Design Challenge - Tough with Style

I can vividly remember the happy little things that we use to do as a couple where everything is so beautiful, every morning was so sunny and full of harmony, every person trees and birds were seem smiling to me broadly with love as I was showered by the feeling of eternal happiness that the world is spinning for me and only me myself. The cute presents that he use to buy for me, the couch we use to hug, cuddle and kiss on, the kitchen we use to play, cook adn tease, and also the bed where he gave me my first experience by undressing me. All of the cuddly heat, warmth, the feeling of touch and caressing lips around my neck and body was there up until the breakup.

Hello Kitty Phone

It was a clean breakup, without a fight, just tears and emotional tears flowing through my cheek as it is happening now. The waiter passed me a box of tissues, and wipe my teary chubby red cheek. Somehow, his care and touch makes me strong and makes me want to stand-up again as how I managed to for the 6 months after the heart-crushing moment. Letting go is the toughest part.

Support for Elaira!

 iphone 4s from DIGI via Nuffnang

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As time gradually past, as I look backwards to that day where I thought I was madly in love, I grinned at my stupidity and also amazed by my strength and resilience. To able to let go of the past, to able open up myself to future possibilities, to enjoy my remaining life with my kids and also my dear hubby. Time is love's greatest journey, letting go allows me to connect with the person destined to be with, right now.

Scene from: Kaseifu no Mita

The pain was not there any more and there is only love.

Picture Credits:
http://myfrenchwindow.com/neuchatel-christmas-street-decorations-at-night/
http://avan87.blogspot.com/2011/12/kaseifu-no-mita-ep-9.html
http://www.joylinechai.com/
http://stevenone.blogspot.com/
http://elairasoon.blogspot.com/

Perspective from a visitor (guy):

Once there is this time where I bumped into Cafe:IheartU where from now if I look back to it 6 months ago, would trigger nostalgic sensations that how at one point I will feel something great is going to happen with another lovely soul. Vividly in the mind, is a hard wood signboard with pinkish letter on it that I surrender my
attention to. As I went in, deep inside, I can feel the cold vapour blanketting my whole body as chill bumps of the bodily hair standing emerge from within. The sound of the fan blowing and the sight of the vaporized haze tune finely into the slightly dim room which is lit by candles and orange lamp, which makes one feel excited.

Sawadee Thai Seafood restaurant, Langkawi

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The cute  voice of the waitress who politely address me was the most striking thing that makes one turned on. I can still remember her saying: "Good evening...." as her red wet lips move on top of each other, where the rest of her speech was totally enchanting and put me into the state of awesome trance. The excitement flows
stronger as my heart beats faster. At this point, one would fantasize wildly the possible dreamt service that the cute girl could offer, physically and mentally, although what I got is just a heart warming smile and a cup of coffee. I can still remember the feel of the warm air of expirated from her nostrils lightly touch the tip my forearm, the accidental light touch of her hand as she serve my coffee, and her begging sparkly eyes which forces one to give in, making me wanting to ask for more, more and even more.

Yet, I didn't even have the urge to ask for her phone number.

Singaporean model: Hazel Low

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http://sggirls.com/sg_photo_display.php?photo_id=335867
http://www.flickr.com/photos/artisticasianinfatuation/6160463937/in/set-72157627266970529/

Introducing Cafe: IheartU

A place where you can find yourself relaxed, comfortable and safe while landing on a tour to our menus which you might find interesting, It's not necessary to feel excited, passionate or fascinated but bear in heart that as you embark on the journey browsing through our lively menus and feeding us with constructive feedback and then going through the improvised updates with the feedback provided, by all blessings that our cafe would continually grow to suit the taste and needs of yours - the visitors.

Thank you for visiting.

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Menu of the day: IheartU cafe

As you follow the sounds of your heart, deep inside at the very end corner, speaking to you as the voice of a person who you had a crush on. Feel along the sweetness and soothingness of the voice flowing through your ears with warmth. Again, there is the picture of the person holding your hands, cuddling you on a seaside bench, under the moonlit vibe with the waves gushing along. Imagine the warmth of the hands flipping through your neck downwards, the gentleness of the touch engulfing your skin, the fluff of the hair as you try to graze the ear of the person with your lips. "You're pretty and cute", are the words of the person where it makes one feel emotional high. As the excitement of romance is blooming, your heart beats faster and faster in the every exact moment, you can feel as if your breathing starts to turn rapid, your eyes dilated, and your lips felt with heaty sensation that and only be calmed by a comfortable tongue kiss. Is the feeling of the emotional high exciting?

heart shape cupcakes

 My dear, you're one step into love, which is today's menu of the day.
As our cafe is growing, you will find other menus which will include from fine main courses to desserts with the theme of love, affection, and lust.

juicy chicken delight

Thank you for visiting. Your support is greatly appreciated for the cafe to grow.


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